contemplation...

So, you may ask, what am i contemplating?  Well, i'm wondering if i'm totally comfy with my dad reading this blog.  Its not that i want to hide things from him, but i don't want to hurt his feelings if he sees something here he doesn't like.  Like sometime i might be venting about the 'rents, and he'll see something about him that i would never say to his face...  idk...  I'm not gonna give up the honesty of this blog just cuz hes reading it.  Haha i just realized hes probably gonna read this.  

Hi dad!!! I luuuuuuuuuuuvvvve u!!!!  

But there will be times when i'm not happy with you, so you might see something here you don't want to see...  So whatever only come here if u want to see the brutally honest side of ur daughter.

*hugs*

~MC signing out <3

lyrics to "expiration date" by tickle me pink

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

i've got a question:

have you learned your lesson?

cuz you left me guessin last time

it was a blessing in disguise 

the day you opened my eyes

to what was always fake

well i was just wonderin

why you left me stublin

when my whole world was

crumblin down 

i'm faithfully(?) broken 

from this new life you've chosen

now i know i'm done

hoping for this

you pass me by

you pass me by

what's passin by?

my time!

i remember you

when you remember me

so i would think you

would say goodbyyyyyyyye

you never left a call

you never wrote a note

and everything i was

became a liiiiiiiie

easy to betray

when you're changing day to day

and you don't remember things

that you said

someday you will find 

that you've been left behind

and there is no life in 

lying in bed

you pass me by

you pass me by

what's passin by?

my time!

you pass me by

you pass me by

what's passin by?...

what was that?

i remember you

when you remember me

so i would think you

would say goodbyyyyyyyye

you never left a call

you never wrote a note

and everything i was

became a liiiiiiiie

now you want me back

but you'll never change

so i'm not here for

your foolish gaaaaaaaames

and since the day you left

i've learned a couple things

you've gotta grab life and 

take what in may briiiiiiiing

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

bah bah bah dee dee

bah bah bee-dah dee doo

bah bah bah dee dee

bah

well i remember you

when you remember me

so i would think you

would say goodbyyyyyyyye

you never left a call

you never wrote a note

and everything i was

became a liiiiiiiie

now you want me back

but you'll never change

so i'm not here for

your foolish gaaaaaaaames

and since the day you left

i've learned a couple things

you've gotta grab life and 

take what in may briiiiiiiing

tickle me piiiiiiiink

lyrics to "typical" by tickle me pink

she struts up to me

whispers my name 

as if know her

but i never knew her

she asks me the time

a quarter to one 

we go for a drive

i just don't know her

on the coldest night

in the darkest room

i will sleep alone

cuz its better than you, yeah its better than you

you can't play me like that

its a matter of fact

you're nothing more

than a typical whore

and i won't be your fool

anymore

we go to her house

flip on the tele and ly on the couch

but i don't feel her

anymore

she asks me to bed

this is the end of my disenchantment

now that i'm 

walking out the door

on the coldest night

in the darkest room

i will sleep alone

cuz its better than you, yeah its better than you

you can't play me like that

its a matter of fact

you're nothing more 

than a typical whore

and i won't be your fool

anymore

maybe someday you'll get it

perhaps you'll regret it

or maybe you'll find 

someone else who accepts it

i won't be the one

*guitar solo, whoot!!!*

(you can't play me like that

its a matter of fact [echo]

you can't play me like that

its a matter of fact [echos a lot])

on the coldest night 

in the darkest room

i will sleep alone

cuz its better than you, yeah its better than you

you can't play me like that

its a matter of fact

you're nothing more

than a typical whore

and i won't be your fool

anymore

maybe someday you'll get it

perhaps you'll regret it

or maybe you'll find

someone else who accepts it

i won't be the one

lyrics

By the way, when i post lyrics, i don't really know if they're completely correct.  I'll have a song in my head forever, and i just have to write it down.  If it happens to be one of my favorite songs, i'll post the lyrics here, just cuz i wanna hold on to them.  But anyway, just so you know, they might not be correct.  

*hugs*

~MC signing out<3