Saturday, March 14, 2009

worse than i thought

Wow so i have to do my independent reading project this weekend.  Remember my post about how i was afraid i was slipping away?  Well i was.  Quickly.

I'm officially out of that phase.  I don't know why, i just got better.  A lot of people at school noticed.  The only ones that have told me so far are Yoli, Springroll, my english teacher, and my math teacher.  But i'm sure other people have noticed.  Elle and Lulu probably noticed but didn't tell me.  It must have been bad if Springroll took an interest.  Sheesh.

Well when i'm slipping away, i loose track of time.  And i did.  I just thought today how bad it must have been.  Its been an entire quarter since i had to do my last independent reading project.  I feels like i did it a month ago.  I lost track of that much time.  And it feels like a year since i did my first independent reading project this year.  Weird.  And confusing.  And distressing.  

I just had to have that in writing.  Because in a couple of months i may forget all about it and it could be the key to figuring out my dysfunctional mind.  Haha well i guess i'm one step closer...

*hugs*
~MC singing out<3